power ranger berubahh...

udah lama nih ga posting...

udah banyak banget yang berubah semenjak terakhir kali gw posting...
and i realize..
everything moves so fast..

nih mw tau yang berubah dr gw???
kayak power ranger tapi in reality

1. gw jadi lebih serius, tempramen, logic, not funny
2. rabut gw.. jadi dora
3. my status.. not single anymore,, my luphly rom2 is always beside me
4. my occupation,, debaters dunk... bukan sembarang debaters,, tapi NATIONAL DEBATER hahaha
5. my best budd.. lost without u..
6. my cellphone,, 3110 classic
7. my nickname,, vionuppy

tapi banyak hal yang masih sama..
my god,
my self,,
my man,,
my family,,
my buddies,,
my piano,,

thanks 4 always there beside me even when im changed.. 

littles thing

Sometimes I find myself sitting back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissing
And I remember when you started calling me your Mrs
All the play fighting
All the flirtatious disses
I’d tell you sad stories about my childhood
I dunno why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We’d spend the whole weekend
Lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy
In your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams, dreams of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, it seems
That I can’t shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it’s so true
I know it’s not right but it seems unfair
That thing’s are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on
Tell me
[ Little Things lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
Is this the end?

Drinkin’ tea in bed, watchin’ DVD’s
When I discovered all your dirty, grotty magazines
You’d take me out shopping
And all we’d buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
The first time that you introduced me to your friends
And you could that tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
When I was feeling down, you’d make that face you do
There’s no-one in the world who could replace you

Dreams, dreams of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, it seems
That I can’t shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it’s so true
I know it’s not right but it seems unfair
That thing’s are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on
Tell me
Is this the end?

tatooo

oh oh oh

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later I get what I’m asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
The truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I’m wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realized nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back got a new direction
I loved you once needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you (I'll always have you)

Sick of playing all of these games
It’s not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror didn’t deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I’m wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I’ve gotta be strong and leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back got a new direction
I loved you once needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you (I'll always have you)

If I live every moment
Won’t change any moment
Still a part of me in you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do, oh

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken (yeah)
No need to worry about everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back got a new direction (don't look back)
I loved you once needed protection (no, no)
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo

I can’t waste time so give it a moment (i can't waste time)
I realized nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I’ve done (no need to worry)
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back got a new direction (don't you ever look back)
I loved you once needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you

hapPy b DaYy

finally im 19 years old...

ih senenknya, coz artinya udah 19 tahun gw malang melintang di dunia persilatan,,,
emang ga ada yang spesial sih di ulah gw kali ini cuma anak2 aja ngucapin slamet,,,
tapi yang paling bikin gw pengen ketawa adalah tingkah salah satu x boyfriend gw
begini kisahnya,,


waktu itu kira2 jam 7 lewat 15 menit,,
masih dihari ultah gw yang bt
gw mngedengerin 98.1 harmony fm, bkan gara2 gw doyan dngerin radio bapa2, tapi karena penyiarnya itu mantan gw,, yup sebut aja ci monyong karena ukurn bibirnya yang extraordinary..
ywdah,, mulailah dia bercuap2 sambil muterin lagu yg ga banget dah,, ga tw kenapa hari itu playlit si monyong berubah drastis,, sambil setengah idup gw trus ngedengerin dia yang ngebahas makan pagi... BT gw,,,

sial,, gara2 dy gw udah 1 minggu ga balik, it mean gw ga pnya duit n hari itu ga ada tukang makanan yang lewat,, shit!!!! kenapa dy harus bahas makan pagi??? tak tahukah dy kalo cacing di perut gw sudah bercheerleader ria???

masih setengah idup gw ikutan ber SMS ria minta lagu especially 4 u nya MYMP,, ngarep ajah kalo dy inget ulah gw,, yah sebagai mantan yang baik gw ngabsen n ngacih tw kalo gw dah bangun (btw itu tugas mantan apa pacar yah??) ga tw kenapa smsnya ga delivered,, gw coba krim skali lagi eh tetep ga delivered juga,,, huh sial bgt hari nie,, n lagi2 dy bikin gw BT,,

ywdah pasrah lah gw,, ngedenger dy ngomongin makanan, lagu jadul yang nggak bangetzz, laper, n lack of SMS,, shit god why u didnt gave me a beautiful b day???

jam gw udah menunjukkan pukul 10.00 berarti jam 9 30 WIB parah yah jam gw???
masih ngedengerin si monyong itu bercuap2,, kayaknya dia juga kelaperan dweh abis saranya melas gituh,, ywdah berhubung alat penampungan gw udah ga kuat jadi gw harus buang hajat,,
eh lagi asik2 buang hajat HAPE gw bunyi n alhasil ternyata itu cuma report harmony,,
padahal gw ngareepp banget ci monyong itu cmz gw

finally gw kembali berbaring sambil merem,, tiba2 sayup terdengar lagi paporit sejuta umat L.O.V.E,, hah?? kan gw mintanya especally 4 u?? n tiba2 suara ci monyong itu berbicara
"joss stone,, idih biasa aja stone nya hahahah,, dengan L.O.V.E. saya ma ngucapin selamet ulang tahun dulu deh buat semua yang hari ini ulang tahun,, hahaha selamat ulang tahun,, salah satunya ini dia VIO selamet ulang tahun ya,,"

finally just because of his silly voice my heart feels better,, much better n i was smiling fr the first time 2 day,,,
thanks babe

EDC oh ECD.......

dua hari kemaren gw ngikut orientasi debat bahasa inggris..
idih gaya buangett....

iyah, kemaren itu gw disuruh sama kaka sepupu gadungan buat ikut EDC alias English Debating Club... hah padahal gw pengen banget ngikut pelatihan jurnalistik dasar
ECD... (e cape deh...)

tapi gpp coz selain gw ga bisa ngebantah kaka sepupu gadungan,, ikutan EDC itu ternyata ada manfaatnya juga lowh,, lumayan jadi gw ga mandek di situ2 ajah...

terus selama 2 hari itu gw kenalan sama berbagai macam makhluk yang sevisi sama gw,,, hahahaha

eh yang paling gw ga nyangka gw ketemu sama junior gw yang dulunya gw jeblosin k BP gara2 dia bikin ulah sama temen gw... n dia satu tim sama gw..
disaat itu gw baru sadar kalo tuhan itu maha...

back to my split...

hari pertama gw ikut orientasi emang biasa2 aja, ga jauh2 dari
materi...
motion...
monyong...
ECD......

nah hari kedua,, gw bener2 ga habis pikir gimana ceritanya kaka spupu gadungan gw itu bisa jadi Adjudicator gw pas debat.. mana gw paling takut kalo harus di adju sama dia,, apalagi nilainya pelit banget sampe pake koma segala...
ECD,,,

owya tau Ajudicator ga??
dia itu adalah seorang atau beberapa orang yang lumayan pelit nilai, so tau n so ngerti apa yang kita omongin, tukng kasih komentar, nilai n menghakimi kita dengn pendapat2 mereka..
kalo disingkat jadi JURI

pas gw debat gw sma sekali ga ngeliat muka adju gw, ya iya lah ntar kalo gw ada chemistry sama adju gw gimana??? wih apa yang pengen gw sampein bisa acak2an semuwa...
tapi aneh bin ajaib gw dipilih jadi best speaker di match gw... wah,, ternyata kaka seppu baik juga yah...

walaupun tim gw menang n gw jadi best speaker, gw ga masuk k final,, gw ci seneng bgt karena gw ga harus mikir dua kali.. terus gw cukup seneng karena ternyata gw bisa berkembang karena dipangang di oven dengan api kecil...

thanks bwt orang yang udah ngajak gw masuk edc, kaka sepupu gw, monyong, adjudicator gw, n everyone...